I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
“ When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ”
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Now you've left me half dead, left me so speechless, i cant breathe
Saturday, August 7, 2010 || 10:05 AM
Many times, i tried to hide myself in everything, tried to hide my feelings. I'd been faking a smile for so long, everything's just pushing me down. I cant get on back to my feets, i'm like ten feets off the ground. I need a string to slowly pull me back. I wanted you to be mine, wanted you to really be there for me. Never thought the fact is that you don't really understand and know. Perhaps we were both just so blinded. Blinded by love. I never wanted to share you, but i've got to. It just hurts so much whenever yr with her, whenever i can only see you from only from a distance. I hate it, that i've still gotta act like nothing happens when deep inside me were all the while just stabbing hard.I hate it when i were suppose to be the one who should be holding yr hand, but yet i can only see you holding her's. I hate it, when you say iloveyou to her. But i know, its all fate. Its all life. My life's fated to be like this, and its never changing. We all have got to accept everything. I'm fated to be a let-down to everybody. I dont mind, cos i'm a let-down to myself too.
- Dont hurt her like how yr hurting me.
