Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
YASMIN!
I'm not the girl next door, i don't walk with my nose held up high. Tend to keep every lil secrets in me, not sharing. I'm friendly only if you think so. I may turn nasty, if you want to. Happy go lucky, live life to the fullest.
- The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.
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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
“ When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ”
I looked at you, but it seems like yr picture in my mind has been faded, long ago.
Monday, October 11, 2010 || 3:15 AM
Dear Harris,
I miss you, i really do. Still remembering 1 year back then, on the 12th of June. The very first time i seen you. We started our love story just on that night, never could forget those moments. Whereby how we used to be so in love.
After one year, 2010. Our love comes & goes, though to you it may be not mattering anymore. But i just couldn't make myself just to forget you, forget our past, forget about all the memories that we had, forget about all the love we made. All these may be just small things, but its already enough to cover through the future ahead. Many times, many people told me, " its not worth. " Yeah, i knew it ain't worth at all. But just thinking that i can love you, its already making me over the moon and i find it all worth. All these while, i've never asked you for anything in return for me. I've been always being hidden in the dark, always being put behind everything. I don't mind at all, not at all. Because loving you, is the greatest thing i ever did on Earth, so greatly. Maybe right now, you don't even love me anymore. But its okay, because i just couldn't make myself move on forgetting you, because i just can't make myself to find any reasons just to stop loving you, we've come so far, i've loved so deep, placed in so much. I just can't help myself from falling in love with you. I'm sorry, I've tried my best to make my way into yr heart. But you kept pushing every chances, everything that i gave you away. I felt so broken-hearted the moment i saw everything, the moment i came to knew about the truth. I don't blame you, this is love. I've got to accept the truth, only love that hurts is real love. Because, this, is, the, Reality world. I know you tried yr best to, tried yr best to hide the truth from me, i know that its hard lying to yr loved ones, I don't know whether you had truly been in love with me once, but well i did. I've never been giving up. I tried to make everything up after every fights that we had, after every misunderstandings. Though its also hard fr me, but i tried my best everytime. Have you? I'm not sure, i just felt that throughout this one whole year, i felt like i'm so blind, but all i ever came to knew of was that how much i have to love you, not hoping you to love me in return. Just letting me to love you, is enough. I just wanna let you know, i really miss you. I missed you to the point that i have to stare into the blank, and reminisce everything. Thats all, iloveyou.
With love,
Yasmin.