I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
“ When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ”
April 2010
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November 2010
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January 2011
You.
Saturday, October 30, 2010 || 1:52 PM
There, i could see you already. But i'm just afraid that after i hold on to yr hands, i couldn't make myself to let go again.
Holiday ; boring.
|| 1:44 PM
Honestly, started missing you guys already. Especially Atiqah! Goddd, i'm so gonna miss holding yr sweaty lil` hands, girl! (: Wow, yr going express already. Remember, study hard aye. All the best of the best fr you. Mierah` mei! Don't get jealoused,. I miss you so damn effin much too baby!! BUUUTTT. Its SOOOOOOO near & easy fr me to meet you, -.- Meet up soon aye, <3>
Where are you?
Friday, October 29, 2010 || 12:08 AM
After you've left, i started realising life can really be boring without you in it. Yeah, i've let go. But i missed how you'll be irritating me, missed how the way we behave, somehow, i'd still miss yr " 1,2,3,4,5, * hug* " Yr the sweetest, best i ever had too, but perhaps its fated that yr the one that hurts me the most too. Probably yr life with me around had ended, and you don't need me anymore. But, i miss missing you sometimes. Wondering if i would ever cross yr mind.
If its all right with you, then its all right with me.
Thursday, October 28, 2010 || 11:53 AM
Girl, you're so one in a million. You are, baby you're the best i ever had.
P.s : Tyr, you may not notice my love fr you, but it had never been changing at all. I'll still be waiting, although they said that its not worth at all, because you will never come to me. Perhaps its fated fr me to have met you, but girl, i loved you so. I can spend whatever on you, can spend forever on it. I just wanna love you, let me, will you? I'll be waiting, fr as long as i'm still here. I love you. Te amo.
` Yasmin.
Friday, October 22, 2010 || 8:24 AM
If only i can read yr mind, then i wouldn't be getting deceived all the time by you.
Why do you have to hurt someone that loves you?
Thursday, October 21, 2010 || 12:33 AM
Being loved is a blessed thing, but however, loving someone is really awful.
Where're you?
Monday, October 18, 2010 || 8:39 AM
Trying to hide myself, but no matter how far, or how much i tried to run, i'm still back to the same old spot. This is my life, i ought to understand everything and get up on my feets, to face the reality.
Faith, trust, believe. Long-gone feeling.
Thursday, October 14, 2010 || 8:10 AM
I sometimes tried to make myself believe, but i find no reasons to do it anymore now. I don't know how, no longer know how to. You've taken all the trusts, the faiths, all the hopes i've given you. Blame yrself, fr not holding on to me tight enough. That kind of long-gone feeling, no one would ever understand or feel.
I looked at you, but it seems like yr picture in my mind has been faded, long ago.
Monday, October 11, 2010 || 3:15 AM
Dear Harris,
I miss you, i really do. Still remembering 1 year back then, on the 12th of June. The very first time i seen you. We started our love story just on that night, never could forget those moments. Whereby how we used to be so in love.
After one year, 2010. Our love comes & goes, though to you it may be not mattering anymore. But i just couldn't make myself just to forget you, forget our past, forget about all the memories that we had, forget about all the love we made. All these may be just small things, but its already enough to cover through the future ahead. Many times, many people told me, " its not worth. " Yeah, i knew it ain't worth at all. But just thinking that i can love you, its already making me over the moon and i find it all worth. All these while, i've never asked you for anything in return for me. I've been always being hidden in the dark, always being put behind everything. I don't mind at all, not at all. Because loving you, is the greatest thing i ever did on Earth, so greatly. Maybe right now, you don't even love me anymore. But its okay, because i just couldn't make myself move on forgetting you, because i just can't make myself to find any reasons just to stop loving you, we've come so far, i've loved so deep, placed in so much. I just can't help myself from falling in love with you. I'm sorry, I've tried my best to make my way into yr heart. But you kept pushing every chances, everything that i gave you away. I felt so broken-hearted the moment i saw everything, the moment i came to knew about the truth. I don't blame you, this is love. I've got to accept the truth, only love that hurts is real love. Because, this, is, the, Reality world. I know you tried yr best to, tried yr best to hide the truth from me, i know that its hard lying to yr loved ones, I don't know whether you had truly been in love with me once, but well i did. I've never been giving up. I tried to make everything up after every fights that we had, after every misunderstandings. Though its also hard fr me, but i tried my best everytime. Have you? I'm not sure, i just felt that throughout this one whole year, i felt like i'm so blind, but all i ever came to knew of was that how much i have to love you, not hoping you to love me in return. Just letting me to love you, is enough. I just wanna let you know, i really miss you. I missed you to the point that i have to stare into the blank, and reminisce everything. Thats all, iloveyou.
With love,
Yasmin.
Already taken
Friday, October 8, 2010 || 10:54 AM
The love that we had, all those tendering moments, can never be compared to all the hurts that we're having now. I've been falling in love with you, i've been watching you. I've never been giving up on you, for as long as i'm alive, every small thing is a chance fr us to get together back. No matter how much you would be hurting me, i still wouldn't hate, fr that we were once in loved, and we once wrote the story of our own. You made my fell in love with you with just one touch, one look, one word. And the reason why i love you is because i chose to love. -
After i have you in my life, the past and the future don't matters anymore. Cos' only the 'present' with you, is the most important of all.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010 || 2:32 AM
Live life to the fullest, life is beautiful. It don't have to be only about relationships, and hurts. Sometimes, you can still enjoy afterall, without anybody in yr life.
I loved you too much ,it shows
Tuesday, October 5, 2010 || 8:04 AM
Still hasn't give up, i gave both of us a chance, but end up not appreciative enough. I'm done with everything, i'll take my leave. I'm sorry, but things are just repeating on its history.
- Just because i'm hurting, doesn't mean i'm hurt.
Saturday, October 2, 2010 || 1:51 AM
No matter how rough this is gonna turn out being, fr all i know i'll be standing by yr side. And even if this world were to fall.
Love don't just come by so easily
|| 1:30 AM
Sometimes, as you lay down there and rest, you'd realise time would even past faster. But some things might be gone too. Things that you can never have them back anymore.
|| 1:26 AM
Sometimes the worst part of all in a relationship ain't about faded feelings. In fact, the scariest is when one starts falling apart.
