Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
YASMIN!
I'm not the girl next door, i don't walk with my nose held up high. Tend to keep every lil secrets in me, not sharing. I'm friendly only if you think so. I may turn nasty, if you want to. Happy go lucky, live life to the fullest.
- The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.
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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
“ When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ”
Lost
Wednesday, July 21, 2010 || 3:07 PM
I tried to close my eyes, to imagine the beautiful-ness of this world. My mind wander as time goes by, i'm sitting down the street all alone. All i can see of, whenever i closes my eyes, is all the beautiful memories of what we used to be. But just look, now i'm all alone walking this journey. I just hate it being alone, i can no longer feel you beside me. Even if you does, yr heart ain't with me at all. I can't imagine, yr gone just like this. Its been so many efforts i've put in, i've tried to make everything going better. But it just seems going for the wrongs. I can no longer look into yr eyes, no longer got the courage. no longer able to trust you ever again, no longer can love you again. No one there, to catch me when i fall anymore. No one there, to hold my hand, to hug me from the waist like how you used to do it to me anymore. not anymore, cos yr just like gone into the air. I tried to use my everything all up, just to get you back by my side. Had been waiting fr so long, yet you turned out being the same. This ain't what i wanted cos yr never the same anymore. I believe i can't wait anymore cos time's not gonna wait fr us. Yr just yet keeping me hanging. I've nothing left now, nothing else much. Friends are slowly leaving by my side, no longer got the ability & strength to keep them anymore. Can no longer know what's the meaning of family anymore. Boyfriend? No, i don't and never intended to get one. Cos its gonna be closed forever, my heart. It'll never be open-ing again. What else i have? i've got nothing. Everyday's the same. I feel so alone, so lonely. Its making me hard to breathe but you won't know. Cos you don't care, you really don't. all you care about is only yr life, how yr gonna manage yr daily meals, whether you'd have enough money & blah stuffs. You've never spared a single thought fr me before. I'm tired dude. pls. Give me a BREAK. Perhaps yeah the feeling of being lonely really sucks to the mother hell core. I've got nothing left, & it hits me right in my face, knocking me down. I couldn't get myself up i don't know how. I just wish you'd pull me up, right from the place where i fell, and back to our lovely style.