Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
YASMIN!
I'm not the girl next door, i don't walk with my nose held up high. Tend to keep every lil secrets in me, not sharing. I'm friendly only if you think so. I may turn nasty, if you want to. Happy go lucky, live life to the fullest.
- The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.
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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
“ When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ”
All too late, but becos' we started it all too early
Monday, July 26, 2010 || 6:08 AM
Nobody knows exactly how it feels like to be me. Its hard being me, really hard. I've always just wished i could just close my eyes, and let my mind rest fr a moment. Just a moment will really do. But i really cant, not at all can i do it.
Everything seems to be holding me back, making me cant even smile from my heart. I tried to reached out to you, but seems like yr backing off, yr running away, You don't understand, you dont wish to know, you don't know. I hate this feeling, really dislike. I wanna just hold yr hand, & let everything go as its fated. I feel like just lying on the middle of the road, letting the world go on, without me. I need to take a deep breath, i need to really take easy on everything.
Many times people would start asking me why am i prefering to be alone, & not joining the others? Its not that i dont want. How i wish i could. But end up its the person who understands me the most, leaving me here, leaving me here all alone in this world. I wished i could make her mine, Oh god. Help me.
P.s; Friends comes & goes, the true ones are gonna stay, while the ones who're gonna leave, is gonna be the ones who ain't worth to be.