Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
YASMIN!
I'm not the girl next door, i don't walk with my nose held up high. Tend to keep every lil secrets in me, not sharing. I'm friendly only if you think so. I may turn nasty, if you want to. Happy go lucky, live life to the fullest.
- The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.
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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
“ When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ”
Yes i can see ya
Thursday, June 3, 2010 || 9:18 PM
The truth is forever turning out to be hurting. Although at times when they always said, " Better a lie that soothes, than a truth that hurts. " But its not to me. Probably i would just be better if you were to tell me the truth, and not lying to me. If you were to say that you lied, to make me feel happier. Then let me tell you, i'm not. In fact after knowing the truth of that, i felt even more hurt. Sometimes yes, nothing's perfect. But i honestly don't expect much from you, & i just want you to make your stay. We've not been ourselves lately & had been quarreling. And i don't enjoy it any single bits. Perhaps its fated that we have to end up like this. You're always the one saying i've changed, & saying the one i've not been bothering. But have and would you even thought that, whats the reason behind all that? You don't even bother asking & all you does was just insisting on your thinkings. This is how normally misunderstandings take place. I've had enough of all these & its really stabbing me hard. Perhaps i was the one who's only to blame. Becos' i've placed you & friends in the wrong place, i want my family back. But somehow i can't feel anything from them too. I don't know why, but this yr's seriously the worse yr ever. Having problems with my brothers. I'm just worried & i'm afraid that one day, even till the day that i meet my death.. Would family even be there? Sighh.. I just feel so far apart from everyone. Dear Dark father, guide me. I pray in the name of Lord Satan.