Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
YASMIN!
I'm not the girl next door, i don't walk with my nose held up high. Tend to keep every lil secrets in me, not sharing. I'm friendly only if you think so. I may turn nasty, if you want to. Happy go lucky, live life to the fullest.
- The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.
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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
“ When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ”
Sunday, May 2, 2010 || 10:30 AM
Why am i always the one getting hurt?
Woww, currently 1.30am. Can't get to sleep. Things bothering me.
Sighh. Wanna take a deep breath. But just can't. The burden i'm carrying, Its just too heavy. Heyy. I'm tired. I wanna rest. I'm like in the hell. And you're like the Dark Father. Punishing me. Sighh. Can't you understand me better? I don't wanna all these to happen to me too. Perhaps, it just happened so sudden and that both of us just can't take the blow. Maybe i'm struggling. But i'll never fall.
You just wanted everything in your life to be perfect for you. & now that everyone's below you. you're controlling everything.. But you never know. How much it hurts for others. How it feels like. You never spared a thought for others. Sighh.
Well, i guess its enough. Am NOT gonna care so much right now. Gonna gain back the trust within my family and me. I'm tired. Losing friends are nothing. Because i'm already used to it. Everyone's leaving. I'm okay with it. But FAMILY. They play a very, very important role in my life. They are the only ones that i wont and can't lose. The only person i trust in my life would be my family.
I'm tired. Let's just let go. And we'll live our own lifes, alright?
P.s: You came, you did not break your promise. You knelt down, and kissed my hand. Apologising for making me suffer.