Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
YASMIN!
I'm not the girl next door, i don't walk with my nose held up high. Tend to keep every lil secrets in me, not sharing. I'm friendly only if you think so. I may turn nasty, if you want to. Happy go lucky, live life to the fullest.
- The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.
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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
“ When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ”
Thursday, May 20, 2010 || 1:51 AM
Remembering those days when you and me were sitting at the bench near the playground. With you joking around with me, entertaining me, with you holding my hands telling me you love me and never wanna walk away.. Yes, i miss those days. But i guess. I'd never have the chance to hear these words from you ever again. You're living your life fine without me.
After you've done so much for me. I couldn't understand why. But i just am falling for you over again. What am i doing? After saying i would wanna forget you, after saying that i wanna leave. I just couldn't get myself to really do that to you. I've always wanted myself to lead a life, happily, and leave those unhappy stuffs behind me. You're the hardest thing for me to let go. All these while, i've been hanging on and waiting for you. Waiting for your return, waiting for you to abe mine. Though i've been telling myself, i dont love you anymore. But as time passes by. I started realising, i guess i just couldn't live and move on without your guidance. Without you. Love's nothing without you showing me.
Perhaps i was dumb to had say goodbye to you. Perhaps, i just was just saying. But i don't mean a thing. Words are cheap. But i just honestly don't want the same thing to happen on me over & over again. Sighh. Whats this? The love you've given, it wasn't what i really want. But you know, you're always in my heart no matter how hard, i tried to forget. No matter how many times you've hurt me, break my heart. I'll still be there for you, still waiting. But i just couldn't make myself to love again. Its been so long, yet i cant do it. I'm useless, i cant seem to get up from every fall. I tried my best, but to no avail. I'm struggling real hard. Pull me up, grab my hand. Bring me back, by your side. I'll be waiting. For you to turn REAL..
Because i believe, that somehow, someday, you'll come back to me. Telling me you've changed, for me..