Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
YASMIN!
I'm not the girl next door, i don't walk with my nose held up high. Tend to keep every lil secrets in me, not sharing. I'm friendly only if you think so. I may turn nasty, if you want to. Happy go lucky, live life to the fullest.
- The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.
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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
“ When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ”
Nothing to hide, but nothing to spread.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 || 5:19 AM
I had always been sacrificing for you. You don't even know. What you know was that i didn't met your limit, i didn't satisfied you. That day after you left. Do you even remember what you said? You told me. " You don't even care. " But you don't even know the truth, & the reason behind everything. All you cared about was just how much not satisfying am i to you. What's this? I'm tired. And so i chose to let go. Letting go, doesn't mean i can really forget you. Even though i've forgotten you. I would still be missing you. This is love. Love is like a cycle. Life after you left, was such in a mess. Perhaps you may hear me saying " I can live without you. " Yes i can, but its just that it ain't going perfectly perfect. Things started to go wrong. Ever since you walked out of my life. I don't know what to do, i'm lost, with no directions to go. You're not there to guide me anymore. I tried to walk out of my world for once. But i failed. And i guess, probably i'll never get out anymore. This was never the way i intended. But well i just have to accept the truth now. What i can do now is just slowly learn to give up. And just silently walk away in your life. I'm sorry & i thank you. For once walked into my life. And you changed me. I don't wanna know & say whether its for the better or to the worse. In anyway, it aint gonna matter much anymore. Perhaps this was fated to be. No matter how far, or how perfectly we've walked, now that the journey had come to an end. Its time for us to seriously just stop & put a fullstop to our story. It may not had been a perfect one. Neither had it really been a happy one. But i know for myself, we had already placed in efforts into it. Let's let the fate decide where we'll end up next. I'm missing you, but i guess i would still be able to forget you. As i don't wanna see you, being in such a state. I know for the best, its that for me to leave you. I'm sorry for bothering you through out these past months. We're almost reaching there, but God wants us to seperate. I'm sorry. God bless you & her. ((:
And i shall walk away, with my smile on.