Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
YASMIN!
I'm not the girl next door, i don't walk with my nose held up high. Tend to keep every lil secrets in me, not sharing. I'm friendly only if you think so. I may turn nasty, if you want to. Happy go lucky, live life to the fullest.
- The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.
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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone
“ When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. ”
Saturday, April 24, 2010 || 7:25 AM
If only , i have the rights to turn time back . And i would like to take back my words and start over again with you .
Sighhhhh , whaaat-a-day (!) :(( Shaggg-ed to the core manzxszsxsxzzz (!)
Went to meet someone and blahh blah blah . After that went home awhile , changed & everything . Then went west mall to meet her and talked .
met her @ coffee bean and cried & tell her everything . I dont know why is my life turning upside downn . I never wanted this to happen to be . Seriously , all i wanted was a true friend to be there for me whenever i need someone .. But no one can ever give me what i want . I never had a friendship lasted more than 2 months after my pri school friends left me . Except for a few . Well .. Its okay bah .
After sitting at coffee bean , we head to mac for my breakfast , lunch , dinner . LOL . Neverrrrr eat the whole day . Cause i also forgot i got eat a not . Well well well , after eating , went popular to be good girls ((: WOWWWW . Bought art materials ( for the veryyy first time . ) After buying , went to take bus and decided to go Bukit Gombak :D the PASAR MALAM ! Nyahahahahs . Saw quite a lot of ppl there too ((:
Then one of them pulled my baggg sia LOL (!) Kor de friend .
Walk walk walk , saw A LOT of cuuuuuuute things ! :D ELMO & COOOKIE MONSTERRRR ^.^ Muhahahahahs . Then went to Prime walk walk after that .
Walk to the nearest coffee shop there , and Mierah dear bought Guava ((:
Ate a little , and then she sent me to the bus-stop . Took bus , say bye to her .
Then reached home , bathed and here now blogging ((:
Currently alone at home )): Sighhhhs ! Soooo bored .. Alrights , shall not elaborate any further . (!) GOodBYES PRETTY BOYs and HANDSOME girls ((:
P.s : I always wanted to just simply turn back the time , and take back my words that i've said to you in the past . I just feel like starting all over again . I can't take it anymore . But i know , right now we can just only be friends . And i dont mean anything to you anymore . What i can blame on is just that i didn't really treasure you in the past . I didn't give you enough love, enough care . And thats why you would feel so empty in our relationship . Well , i would still think back of our memories . Our happy moments .. With you holding my hands and telling me you love me , with you hugging me from the back at the carpark , and though you did not said anything . But i can just feel your heartbeat , and i feel so warm being cuddle-d by you .. Right now we're worse than a stranger . I just feel that there's a big ocean in between us . I know its hard for us to go back to start over , but i just really hope we could at least be FRIENDs .Thats all i'm asking for , not much .. Because i just am seriously missing you a lot a lot , missing your smile , missing your hug .. And missing you saying the word " i love you " to me .. Sighh . I still couldn't let you go , after so long of struggling ..